happning and thinking

ah
so
college ....
i'm sorry I haven't been around or uploading anything, i'm so out of the loop. it feels like such a long time sense I've logged on.

but school is keeping me so busy and ( I left my tablet at home...).
I've barely managed to sketch anything

people don't really understand or acknowledge the manga drawings that I make so I've kept it more under wraps then normal.
however, ive gotten to think a lot about art and what im doing since ive gotten to college
and I noticed something about my art that I hadent really before.
my art is lacking in some areas. and I don't really know what it is that makes it so.

my art looks different, it doesn't breath, it doesn't exude movement or evoke any feelings.
and I feel that they don't stand on their own unless others see the context behind them.
perhaps this is what makes art great, this which my art lacks.

it might be because i'm set in my ways, or that my characters are so close to my heart, that its unbelievable to think others can't see what I see in them.

anyway, ill give it more thought...

hope everyone has been doing well
take care ^^ ill be back when winter comes.